feeling sad.....................

.............that dad has decided to start smoking again :( he said he had given up because he had finally realised how badly they affect his chest, noticed on saturday how bad his breathing was then last night when i was up late and he waited until i went to bed i had my suspicions he was back on them, found the evidence today in the bin :( find it incredibly sad that even though he knows they are going to kill him sooner rather than later he still smokes :(